#2 Past Time

Assalamualaikum and hello guys !!!
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So it's been a while since my last post right? *lol it's only one entry that I've posted tbh *tehe
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Recently, I'm engaged to finish my muqarrar (Quran memorization syllabus) and all praise to Him that I've successfully achieved my target last week *clap hands. But for now, I have to focus to revise my hafazan, yeah 22 juz syafawi for this semester isn't a joke guys. Do pray for me yahh!


So, what do you think this entry about? Simple, it's about past time of course. If not, I'm not using this title laa, ha ha ha (*<*(=

Lately, I'm being in a situation where I felt that if I'll get through in the same situation from my past for the second time, hell no guys. I hate that past, but it keeps haunting me smh. But, as a saying says, for every clouds, there's a silver lining. So far, it motivates me to become stronger and face all the messes rationally. With that, me and my so-poetry-soul made this poem (some thoughts to be precise) for you to appreciate your past and take a lesson from it.

Gambar ihsan drp Prof Google

THE PAST TIME 

We have our own past time
there're sweet and joy
there also bitter and sad
so that the taste of life will fulfill each other
even in his cook, the chef combines all the tastes
to serve the best food to be eaten by his customer
so do our life
He combines happiness and sadness
in one's life
so that human will realise, they will
never be on the same state
like swinging on the swing at the playground
also like a rolling wheel
We'll never be in our past time again
thus, use your time at its best
so that you'll have a beautiful past time in your memory
even if you encounter any hard moment 
face it! because what?
the time will always pass
yes or no
it keeps ticking
ticking and ticking without waiting
later on, it'll be in 
The Past Time..


thanks for reading this rambling thoughts :)
till our next time guys! *do pray for my istiqamah in al-Quran and not to forget my exam, tqsm ;)

#1 Current Mood

Assalamualaikum and hello guys !



Now,it's been almost 27 days in Ramadan that we've through out for this year. There's about 2 days left, so use this golden chance infinitely peeps!


As Mufti Ismail Menk said,

"Take advantage of the last few nights and His mercy. Even if you slacked off, get back up and finish the month beautifully. Make it count!"

"If your Ramadan hasn't gone well, don't fret. Use these last few days to give your all, It's the end that matters. The rewards are waiting."

Lovely sayings ain't it?

So, konklusinya jgn bazirkan peluang yg ada. Mungkin kita rasa atau pernah terdetik, "lailatul qadr dah lepas aku rasa, malas lah nak put effort sgt". Pernah kan? kan? Tak baik tipu, dosa. ngehh. Ok, back to topic, rebutlah pahala daripada-Nya, mungkin kita terlepas lailatul qadr tapi ingatlah, org yg selalu berpagi-pagi (qiamullail) tak pernah rugi, kan dh belajar psi kan? Hehe.

Ok, habis dah secebis nasihat daripada aku. Sekarang ni mesti korang mcm terfikir kan, apa kaitan tajuk entry kali ni (eh, dh mcm byk kali post dh, pdhl baru je first entry, hahahahaha) *gelak sorang.
Actually, mood aku sekarang mmg tgh bercampur baur. Happy ada. Sedih pun ada, Excited pun terselit. Nervous pun ada gak, hurm?

Why sedih? Sbb Ramadan dh nak habis, sape je yg tak sedih kan? kalau tak sedih tu maknanya dia tu.......K, malas nak cakap. Bukannya aku ni acah ke apa tapi sbb kita belum tahu adakah kita sempat untuk next Ramadan? That's why aku cakap jgn sia-siakan, malah rebutlah peluang sebaik-baiknya.

Ok now, why happy pulak? Sbb tak sabar jgk nak sambut Aidilfitri. Maybe, x semeriah dulu tp apa salahnya nak feeling happy kan? Tak bermakna kalau kita happy utk Aidilfitri kita tak sabar-sabar nak tinggalkan Ramadan. No. But, u know, Allah jadikan Aidilfitri sebagai satu ganjaran baik dan kebahagiaan untuk kita yakni para muslim yg dh berpuasa selama sebulan. So, bagi aku tak salah nak rasa happy, as long as kau tak melebih-lebih. It's not like, "esok lusa dh nak raya, Ramadan tinggal berapa hari je pon, tak payah lah aku nak buat amal sangat" then, belum apa-apa lagi perangai syaitoniyyah dah datang balik, even syaitan pun tak terlepas lagi tapi kau dh terlepas sebelum diorang lagi. Eh? Ok dah, tutup pasal ni.

And exactly past two days, result final exam semester satu sebelum ni dh keluar. Secara MENGEJUTNYA, baca baik-baik alphabets tu. Sbb dalam takwim, sepatutnya result keluar 30/6 tapi entah kenapa 10 hari lebih awal dia keluar. Maybe dia nak bagi sape yang kurang berjaya tu prepare awal-awal untuk Dur Tsani(exam repeat) and mungkin jgk sbb nak kurangkan kesedihan dgn hari raya.*ijtihad aku lah. Btw, alhamdulillah aku rasa happy sangat dgn result aku sbb aku expect biasa-biasa je. Alhamdulillah. Nak tahu result aku pm yer. Tu pon kalau aku nak cakap lah. HAHA.

Apapun dlm setiap keputusan yang kita dapat, ingtlah yg semua tu dtg daripada Allah, semua milik Dia. Tak kira mcm mana hebat sekali pun kau, geliga mana pun otak kau, kalau Allah tak nak bagi mmg Dia takkan bagi. And kadang-kadang kalau kita lepas exam rasa down, jgn lupa doa, terus menerus submit doa, insyaAllah ada rezeki kalau Allah nak bagi. Mcm aku, lepas exam aku down gila sbb aku rasa itu bukan yg terbaik daripada aku. Tapi, Alhamdulillah Allah bagi jgk yg terbaik untuk aku. Selain itu, keberkatan, jaga ia baik-baik. It's amazing seriously.


So aku rasa dh sampai ke penghujungnya, panjang-panjang nanti bosan pulak kan. Huhu. Moga sharing aku kali ni bermanfaat.
Sekian and thanks for reading !

p/s:alphabte s ni susah gila nak tekan, stress duh. Well, tak tanya pun kan. Muahahaha